Dilemma

How do I live without you
After spending so much of my time thinking of you, talking to you, dreaming of you.
How do I go back to the way my life used to be
When you’ve turned my world upside down and taken a piece of my heart with you.
How do I get through the day without seeing your face
When all I ever want to do is wake up to you
How do I stop my heart from skipping a beat every time I see your face
Or every time I hear your voice or someone mentions your name.
How do I stop my hands from shaking
From the urge to touch you, the need to feel you
How do I keep from breaking down
Every time you tell me you don’t care, you don’t listen, you don’t feel
How do I put on a brave face when you do it with such ease
How do I stop myself from crying when you look past me like I’m invisible
How do I get over you when I thought this was forever
How do I live without you when I thought this was irreplaceable
How do I stop loving you, the way you have me…

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